So, everyone tried to sleep in. Nothing doing! Dogs were barking and whining. I went to Fresh Thyme with Ashley to get stuff for a Greek dinner. Lesa wanted fresh cumcumbers and tomatoes so we stopped at the stand on Hwy 54 and they didn’t have want we wanted or needed. We drove Hwy 54 into Bloomington hoping to see another produce stand, we saw lots of signs but no produce. There was a crap ton of yard and garage sales though – everywhere! So, I thought Bloomington Farmer’s Market but didn’t want to do that, then I thought Bedford Farmer’s Market and wouldn’t be able to make that in time, so then I thought of Sonja and the Smithville Farmer’s Market and so off we went. Saw Sonja, her cousin, and her mom. We got all our veggies and I also bought Ashley a couple of bracelets from Sonja’s sister. Sonja’s mom tried to fix her up with me telling her I cook and she told Ahley and me that Sonja is all alone and needs somebody. Yikes! Then we headed to Fresh Thyme and got the rest of our ingredients. Stopped at Square Donut’s and got a couple of donuts and some donut holes for Ashley. Got home, missed lunch with rest of family, so we ate by ourselves. Then Ashley started to feel sick. She seems to get sick when it benefits her. I wound up making dinner by myself, the entire thing, without any help, and without Ashley’s help. After dinner, I built a fire in my firepit and I kicked back drinking wine and getting drunk by the fire. I was thinking about Sonja’s mom saying Sonja was all alone and I thought I’m in a house full of people and I feel all alone too. I started thinking about what leaving might look like. I guess you’re unhappy when you think of leaving all the time. Lesa did come out and sit awhile, Dillan did too. We talked a little and then they both left. When the fire died down I took a shower and here I am…
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