Got up and woke up the kids, Lesa was already up. All the kids said good morning except Ashley who didn’t say boo. Took the kids for their last day at day camp and headed to work. I didn’t feel like working. To be honest, I feel like running away – away from the kids, away from Lesa, away from the house and the work, away from the worries, away from life, away from myself. I’ve honestly thought about what it would look like to leave. I’ve thought about more permanent leaving as well. If I leave in any way shape or form it’s just going to hurt Lesa and the kids. It’s as simple as that. Even if they don’t like it they need me. So, I buckle down and do another day and try to enjoy myself. I wound up working an entire day and as I was heading to show the property I called Lesa. She hadn’t picked up the kids yet so I told her I’d get them and take them with to show the property. Ashley was very upset about that. Asked repeatedly why I picked them up instead of Lesa. Little shit. Spent about half an hour waiting on her so went to Springville Store and got the kids sodas. Showed her the land, she saw potential, and said she’d give us cash and at my asking price. Got home and told Lesa, we ate supper, the Lesa left me watching the boys while her and Ashley went shopping. We watched a little TV and then sent we everyone to bed. Ashley is still hating on me and all chummy with Lesa. I’ll admit my feelings are a little. Liar! Liar! Pants on fire! My feelings are hurt a lot!
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